Good Lord, I've done it now.


I was smoking a cigarette, laying down...and the cherry fell off and hit me in my left eye. I can still see, but I have horrible burns on my eyelid and the inner bridge of my nose and one underneath my eye. BLAH. It looks *SO* shitty. You can see where the cherry tumbled down my face. Mum asked me if it was a rash. LMAO. I was like "Maybe! I dunno where it came from!" My vision isn't harmed though, so I'm just smothering the area with neosporin. I look like a friggin' STD infested whore, even though it's on my eye. What's worse, is that I ran out of Proactiv, and so my face broke out. I look like SHIT.


I can't believe I'm saying this, but I'm not going to class. No freakin' way. I don't want anyone to see me looking like this. Holy shit. I can't put makeup over it because it looks crusty and stuff. BLEH. I'm such an idiot. Why do I do stuff like this to myself? I'm usually the first person into the classroom, and the last person out...but I'm not going today. There's no way. I'm ALWAYS at school too, which sucks. But I emailed my English teacher, whose class is at 2:15, and I might stumble into Math class at 5 o'clock. Who knows...?


My battery in my good camera is dead, so I'll use my shitty one with no flash. Be kind, children.





*cries*







I hope it goes away very VERY soon. Like...by tomorrow. It hurts and I'm sad.










I'm going to go darken all my windows and mope. LMAO. It's funny, but not really funny at the same time. When I laugh, I get angry at myself, "THIS ISN'T FUNNY! LOOK AT YOUR FACE YOU IDIOT!" and then I feel bad for laughing. =\ *snort*